Monday, April 8, 2013

It's Always 'Rain'-ing

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I haven't blogged anything here for five days now. But I am currently working on a new post that will be up this week! I am trying out more samples like the Kiehl's BB Cream and those GWPs I got from Laneige. But anyway, I'm sorry if I had not posted anything here in my personal blog.

Where was I? Oh! I was in my Rain dedicated blog posting almost everyday! I told myself that topics concerning him will be posted in there, but this time, I want to write it here. It won't be about him, but about this feeling I have towards him. 

One person... a thousand feelings. Love. Inspiration. Happiness. He erases all my troubles with just his smile. All I want for him is to continue with his career and be happy. He is always on my mind. Sometimes, I think about him too much that I can't write about anything else but him (this post is an example T_T). So what is this feeling?


My inspiration Jung JiHoon (Rain). Photo credit: Terry Yu
I've been in love before, it's like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day you want more. You're not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things.You think about the person you love for two minutes then forget them for three hours. But then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. If he's not there, you feel like an addict who can't get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you're willing to do anything for love."- Excerpt from By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept by Paulo Coelho

This is addiction, obsession, and true love. What I feel is a mix of strong and positive emotions. I'm so happy I found this person. Now and forever, it's always raining in my heart!

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